STARTED STEALING AND GAMBLING

[Kienyui]

Hunger became my way of life. Sicknesses and homelessness became a part of me. I resisted and waited on the lord for years. I have written many letter to organizations, churches and everywhere necessary no change.

I went hungry from Tuesday to Thursday. I ate nothing. I was shivering and looking sick and very weak. On Friday I met some individuals, homeless and hungry. They had already organized a gang. They said since no one want to share, the rather steal than die of hunger.

We have been together since Friday. Yesterday we went to gambling house and I am learning to gamble too. In the night we went to a few places and telling me how i can recognize someone who has money and how to lunch an attack. I think I am part of them. It’s is regrettable but one I am able, I will abandon them.

It os regrettable what I found myself doing. I feel bad about it but that is better than joining the separatist fighters 

 

Edited May 12 by Kienyui

[BrotherTony]

I'm sorry that you're experiencing such hardship. But, doing wrong, especially when you KNOW that it is wrong, and making excuses for doing so is only more proof that you are NOT trying to do that which is right and acceptable by the Lord. As Jerry has pointed out, whatever is not of faith is sin. Without faith it's IMPOSSIBLE to please God. 

I'm going to be blunt here...you continue to jump from one evil to the next saying that you know it's wrong, all the while also posting that you're relying on God. In this I find you to be a liar and of no more need of response from me. The constant posting of your sins here bring you to the classification of an internet troll in my book. If you have no money, how are you paying for Internet service? How do you move from place to place with no funds? I'm sorry, but, I'm not buying it. 

[Kienyui]

2 hours ago, BrotherTony said:

I'm sorry that you're experiencing such hardship. But, doing wrong, especially when you KNOW that it is wrong, and making excuses for doing so is only more proof that you are NOT trying to do that which is right and acceptable by the Lord. As Jerry has pointed out, whatever is not of faith is sin. Without faith it's IMPOSSIBLE to please God. 

I'm going to be blunt here...you continue to jump from one evil to the next saying that you know it's wrong, all the while also posting that you're relying on God. In this I find you to be a liar and of no more need of response from me. The constant posting of your sins here bring you to the classification of an internet troll in my book. If you have no money, how are you paying for Internet service? How do you move from place to place with no funds? I'm sorry, but, I'm not buying it. 

You don't have to be sorry. You are right. Internet is virtually free. There is Ayoba the gives 100megabytes daily for old customers. That is enough for my daily use. I don't move to places. My movement is limited. I don't need to pay.

Apart from that. There a fortunate days that I can find something to earn 500f ($0.85). 

@BrotherTony I don't pray you experience this but if you can experience hunger in a day, if you have can experience what some people in war zones goes through just for a day. You will understand why I it difficult to avoid crimes.

A grain of peanut is a great fortune that sometimes you need to chew one for basal metabolism and to stay alive.

It's been since 2016 for some of us.

[Kienyui]

Did I mention here thar I am a graduate of Biochemistry? Maybe some should contact the University of Yaounde 1 with the registration number 08R0585. OR my faculty email if it is permitted to post here. You will understand what is mean to move from grace to grass

[SureWord]

Yes, internet service in Africa is actually ahead of service here in the States in many places because of the greed of US companies who refuse to keep up. Why should they when the current set up is making a few a lot of money. I've read that there are places in the Sahara with better Internet access than places in America.

[Kienyui]

Every living being is dying of famine here