I love the commandments of Jesus Christ
and I was meditating on some of them just now,
and I realized that I could have done much better
in obedience to them concerning dealing with you all.
Therefore, I have decide that I did not deny myself and take up my own cross
to the extent that I could have dealing with the contention
between you all and I.
So I am going to apologize to all of you for not being a
more perfect example before you all as to being obedient to
the commandments of Jesus Christ.
I could have just endured what you said to me, without
returning any remarks and agreeing with you quickly as
it is written, agree with thine adversary quickly and
if a man slaps you on the cheek, offer to him the other cheek.
And if a man compels you to go one mile go with him two.
I did not do any of these things to my own satisfaction.
I can do much much better.
So I say to all of you
I am sorry for my behavior towards you.
And I will do far better from this time forth
by staying within the parameters of the commandments
of my Lord, Savior and God when contending with my adversaries.
This has been a great blessing and help to me to move
me into a greater motivation to please my Lord. Savior and God.
I cannot bear the thought of dishonoring my God with any of my behavior.
I thank all of you for helping me see the light.
From now on, I have set it in my heart, mind and soul,
obedience to the commandments of Christ comes first and foremost to me
at all cost. And I am not going to tell the Lord, I am going to show the Lord.
Yours truly,
the Lord's anointed
in his commandments