Survival

[Kienyui]

Life is sorrow. Life is painful, life is suffering, fear, and trauma. Life is uncertainty, with discomfort. I have learned in my 8 yesrs of struggling that a needy is always wrong. Sometimes just have to admit to a crime that wasn't committed just to havr food and shelter, no to b3 rejected or to avoid torture.  What scares much  i that the more i try to desperately to overcome pains, suffering, and find safety seemed to make the situation worse.

 

 It is happiness that I was looking for. It was safety i was looking for, because I wasn’t happy, because I wasn’t safe. By going after it, the discomfort, the sadness, the pains, the suffering only grew. At moment, that idea that i can be happy  creates thoughts of suffering, pain, and fear.

 

Life is bullying. Life is a survival. Anything else is motivational saying.