I was going through a really depressing time years ago.   Up from 'no where', I felt the Lord wanted me to leave the company I worked for and start my own business. I was a carpenter.   I gave notice only after I had accrued weeks worth of work lined up to be done. Well, within about the first week, the rest of the work was cancelled.   There I was, a self proclaimed, self employed, loser.   Life was a let down to say the least, and there I was, a husband, a father, and the one to bring in