Members Wannason2 Posted September 23, 2013 Members Share Posted September 23, 2013 This was written when I was homeless after the first time I got hit by a car. But before the second time that I got hit by a car. I dated my witings to keep track of my feelings. 8/7/02 Traveling through these hard times, when life sent along rough rides Makes you wonder why God wants you to learn how different types of people will try and make you burn. Seems all that you really have are the values learned as a child When growing from small, parents should have taught you right from wrong: how to get along, share and show compassion. Giving tools, praying you will make good decisions. But you seem to find you spent not the time to learn how to get by when meanness arrives at your side. Then you are pressed, put into a bind, you must make snap decisions, to try and survive. I’ve never had the wit to catch evil by surprise. I always end up in a tough bind, usually happy to survive I’m torn by what to do. My heart would be shattered if I hurt them like I want to. But I can’t live like this anymore, I almost died this last time, this is for sure. God, you need to show me what it is you want from me, I need a plan to show the path I must go ! I feel so lost, so all alone, I know I screwed away much of the life you gave to me. But I’m proud you chose to give me another try I need a strong helping hand, for alone this quest is as much as dead. My hard-headed ways, Always sent me the wrong way. I know in my heart, If left alone in this new start, we’ll meet sooner than should be. There’s too much love left in me to be wasted, not used, especially at this time. Mankind needs all it can find, to survive, Your love, it seems to me, is in great Need. The world is trying to erupt. This is not how we should be. Will You please help us learn the way to live in peace? Life is very tough for a person like me I guess wrong decisions that seemed right at the time, Not knowing better, put my life in this bind. So I trudge along each day, praying in my own way, that one day I will find, love that will satisfy, and make me feel whole. You know what I need the most. Please help me realize, how to truly open and let you in, I’ve tried, but been denied, the Holy Ghost I need to find, Before my life reaches the end, Amen. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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